Saturday, September 15, 2007

Me

so, first off you should know that i am drunk, as like in so many of my blog entries........ and not i am not an alcoholic, because the first step is admitting it, so if i cannot even do the first step clearly i am not an alcoholic....................... i just spent the night out with a bunch of people and those that i knew were all coupled off. yes, wow great for them, they found someone good for them. yay i am truely happy for them.............................. but...... and yes i know you knew a but was coming......................... it is just another reminder that i am single. and when you have a reminder you become somehow more single. ever notice that? and yes io would much much more rather be single than in a bad marriage or relationship but still.......

.................... anyway, my "friend" just came on-line............. and yes it is a horrible idea to get with him tonight or even talk to him............ but fuck it.

2 comments:

Viki said...

I know a lot of single women - and each one of them found that the minute you stopped worrying you were single and made some kind of a peace pact with it - a guy would come walking in the door. It will happen but all in a good time.

Jennifer said...

update: i never did get together with that guy that night.... apparently i was not that drunk