My Parents Fucked Me for Life

so i am sitting here smoking a cigar drinking coke and rye and i had an apifiny....

i am smoking a cigar, which is bad for my asthmetic lungs because my parents smoked when i was younger and the smell sooths me..... yeah they smoked cigarettes, but gross, cigars are better..... and i am drinking rye because my dad and my uncles always sat around being funny drinking coke and rye being funny, giving me a sip now and then, reminding me of better times...... and it is probably the only good memory of my dad that i can grasp onto...........

but they fucked me up in so many other ways, i guess these are the least of my problems......

and i just realized that the major reason i want a child/children in the future is to prove that if can be done in a healthy fasion................................................................... but in fairness, i think that is the most common reason people decide to have kids....